Howdy folks!
So ummm it really has been quite some time since I blogged something. I mean not that it mattered but still I hope there are some people who like what I write.
Well let's get started!
To be honest life hasn't been that easy for me recently. I just couldn't make lemonade out of all the lemons life handed me. It just didn't happen. As soon as I felt that I had almost made it through a dark phase another one piled upon it. It was like going on a journey and I had to face the worst things possible on the way. Most of them came out of the blue. I mean losing my grandma (May Allah rest her soul in peace) on the very next day of Eid. I mean I met her the day before she died and she was perfectly fine. It was so sudden. University life didn't make things any better. Crappy exams no matter how hard I tried. My life seemed so pointless. It felt as if my life was the perfect example for bad luck.
I know that it is God's design and I know perfectly well that I have to play my part, but you can't help but think that is it gonna be the same? Happiness and ecstasy pass away so quickly but sorrows don't.
But whenever I come to my senses I stumble upon a hope that this world is balanced and if Allah is testing me by putting me through all this He is the one who is gonna get me out of it. I just wish that there was some way that this fact remains in my mind throughout and that I may always cling onto the hope that it's gonna get better.
Sayonara,
MNK :)
So ummm it really has been quite some time since I blogged something. I mean not that it mattered but still I hope there are some people who like what I write.
Well let's get started!
To be honest life hasn't been that easy for me recently. I just couldn't make lemonade out of all the lemons life handed me. It just didn't happen. As soon as I felt that I had almost made it through a dark phase another one piled upon it. It was like going on a journey and I had to face the worst things possible on the way. Most of them came out of the blue. I mean losing my grandma (May Allah rest her soul in peace) on the very next day of Eid. I mean I met her the day before she died and she was perfectly fine. It was so sudden. University life didn't make things any better. Crappy exams no matter how hard I tried. My life seemed so pointless. It felt as if my life was the perfect example for bad luck.
I know that it is God's design and I know perfectly well that I have to play my part, but you can't help but think that is it gonna be the same? Happiness and ecstasy pass away so quickly but sorrows don't.
But whenever I come to my senses I stumble upon a hope that this world is balanced and if Allah is testing me by putting me through all this He is the one who is gonna get me out of it. I just wish that there was some way that this fact remains in my mind throughout and that I may always cling onto the hope that it's gonna get better.
Sayonara,
MNK :)
